Unmasking the Shadow of Fear

The shadow of fear
disguises itself as
a branch without leaves
waving in the dark of night.
Or the touch of the wind
grazing my cheeks when I turn a corner.

It’s the sound of a car
rolling slowly to a stop
behind me.
Or the person I see walking
in the distance who morphs into
a threat from long ago.

The shadow of fear at times
leaves me doubting
if breaking my silence was best.
Or if the truth was better left
in the dark, unsaid, silenced
in the protective bubble that
perpetrators depend on to thrive.

The Shadow of fear often brings
the past soaring into the present.
But then, the sun shifts.
I hear birds singing, children laughing
and a friend recounting their weekend.

The shadow retreats; withdrawals
to the edges, lurking, waiting
to see if the past will preside
or the cleansing exhale will bring
me back to the present, to the safety
of the here and now.

The shadow of fear has many disguises
and with time, I will eventually
unmask them all.

©Alexis Rose, Photo by rawpixel.com on Unsplash

Thank you for reading my memoir, Untangled, A Story of Resilience, Courage, and Triumph


17 thoughts on “Unmasking the Shadow of Fear

  1. Alexis Rose November 29, 2017 / 4:18 pm

    Thank You, Cathy! ❤️


  2. cathy November 29, 2017 / 3:54 pm

    Thank you for bravely writing about fear and how it can creep into our days uninvited. Keep exhaling … the masks are finite!

    Liked by 1 person

  3. Alexis Rose November 29, 2017 / 12:49 pm

    Thank You, thats very well said. 😊


  4. Singledust November 29, 2017 / 12:15 pm

    Hi Alexis! I am getting by and thank you for your lovely post.

    Liked by 1 person

  5. taurusingemini November 29, 2017 / 7:08 am

    That is what fear does to you, it breaks you down, tests you, to see how far it can push you before you break, and, in facing up to all your fears, you will break down, but that’s okay, the important thing about that is how you manage to FIX yourself up after being broken.

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  6. Alexis Rose November 29, 2017 / 1:00 am

    Gina…Hi!! I hope you are well. Thank You for your kind words my friend. ❤️

    Liked by 1 person

  7. Singledust November 28, 2017 / 11:04 pm

    beautifully crafted poem Alexis, fear has so many shapes and faces, knowing them and refusing to allow them to take control is so vital for our well being, i loved every word you spoke with such truth and clarity.

    Liked by 1 person

  8. Alexis Rose November 28, 2017 / 10:46 pm

    Thank you, Summer ❤️❤️


  9. Alexis Rose November 28, 2017 / 3:22 pm

    Thanks. This is what comes out of my writing head at 4 am. 😊

    Liked by 1 person

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