I’m filling up from the inside

I feel myself fill from the inside out as I resolve the issues of my past. As I lean and rest into it, I no longer feel like a piece of veneer over a skeleton.

I can feel myself thickening and becoming fulfilled as I’m allowing myself to feel more three dimensional from the inside.

Part of my process used to be employing the art of distraction; kept as busy as I could.

Now I find I’m resting and repairing.

Distraction can be agitating, and…well…distracting. Distracting from what I need to lean into, to sit with, to listen to, and hear with all my senses. The feelings, the lessons, the healing, the becoming of one with myself. 

filling up



12 thoughts on “I’m filling up from the inside

  1. Alexis Rose June 21, 2017 / 5:24 pm

    Thank you your kind words and for reblogging this post. 😊


  2. kpaol June 21, 2017 / 5:18 pm

    Reblogged this on journeyofhealingdprdidptsd and commented:
    Alexis Rose writes so beautifully, and I find this post so encouraging and true…

    Liked by 1 person

  3. joliesattic February 10, 2016 / 5:31 pm

    Thank you for sharing. I too feel and understand the need for
    “thickening”. We grow in increments and you stated it beautifully.

    Liked by 1 person

  4. atribeuntangled February 8, 2016 / 9:57 am

    Thank You! Feedback helps emmensely on these O so vulnerable posts. Thank you for reading it.


  5. Nancy J February 8, 2016 / 4:32 am

    Worded perfectly. I read it twice to fully digest it. Thank you for sharing this with us.

    Liked by 1 person

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